LIFESTYLE/INSPIRATION

And whilst I’m waiting for sleep to come

just for fun

 

 

 

Heart beats

And whilst am waiting for sleep to come

My mind comes to life to re-live moments

But it hurts that I can’t figure these things out

But that’s how you operate

Calling me strong when I can’t rise up to YOU

But maybe I’m looking in a different direction

 

And all these happen whilst I’m waiting for sleep to come

 

And in those moments

My hands begin to shake

Shiver to write something

A deadly text

A fatal ping

To write those spiteful words to release some tension

So I clump them together in a feeble attempt to stop them from shaking

 

And all this happen when I’m waiting for sleep to come

 

And in those moments my stomach churns

Because my regular heart contractions have been replaced by an irregular rhythm that causes more blood to be pumped out through my aorta to the cells of my hands

And with this excess oxygen they begin to shake, shiver so I clump them together and they get slippery because they get sweaty

And moments keep on playing in my mind because there is fuel to keep it going. Yes I had rice for dinner and those carbohydrates are been put to good use

 

And whilst am waiting for sleep to come

 

I hear a different voice speaking but through me

And it tells me of who I am

This person I don’t see in the mirror

But it tells me again

And again and that I need to come to the realisation of this person and for me to see her I have to change my mirror and behold Him, my true reflection

 

So whilst I’m waiting for sleep to come

 

I breathe

And my mind stops playing

Heart returns to normal

And my hands relax

I am loved by Him and sleep came quick.

 

 

my spoken word piece. i yh i did write this when i was waiting for sleep to come. have a blessed day. mwah xx

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