And whilst I’m waiting for sleep to come

just for fun




Heart beats

And whilst am waiting for sleep to come

My mind comes to life to re-live moments

But it hurts that I can’t figure these things out

But that’s how you operate

Calling me strong when I can’t rise up to YOU

But maybe I’m looking in a different direction


And all these happen whilst I’m waiting for sleep to come


And in those moments

My hands begin to shake

Shiver to write something

A deadly text

A fatal ping

To write those spiteful words to release some tension

So I clump them together in a feeble attempt to stop them from shaking


And all this happen when I’m waiting for sleep to come


And in those moments my stomach churns

Because my regular heart contractions have been replaced by an irregular rhythm that causes more blood to be pumped out through my aorta to the cells of my hands

And with this excess oxygen they begin to shake, shiver so I clump them together and they get slippery because they get sweaty

And moments keep on playing in my mind because there is fuel to keep it going. Yes I had rice for dinner and those carbohydrates are been put to good use


And whilst am waiting for sleep to come


I hear a different voice speaking but through me

And it tells me of who I am

This person I don’t see in the mirror

But it tells me again

And again and that I need to come to the realisation of this person and for me to see her I have to change my mirror and behold Him, my true reflection


So whilst I’m waiting for sleep to come


I breathe

And my mind stops playing

Heart returns to normal

And my hands relax

I am loved by Him and sleep came quick.



my spoken word piece. i yh i did write this when i was waiting for sleep to come. have a blessed day. mwah xx

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Sarah Fynn

Hello there and welcome to my blog! My name is Sarah Fynn and I am the creator of this blog. So a bit about me, I LOVE travelling, all things hair and beaut. I love LOVE science! This blog came about as I began to transition to natural hair way back in 2011(Well it isn’t that long ago really lol). This blog will focus on 4 main areas Natural Hair. This area will have a diverse range of topics e.g. product reviews and recommendations, tips, advice and virgin hair review (my go to protective style) Lifestyle. This area is mainly poetry, inspiration and anything that doesn’t quite fit the other 3 areas Events. This is self-explanatory really. I will be covering events for my blog about natural hair, beauty and fashion or the odd event I find interesting Travel. Of course I will be bringing you posts on my adventures around the world! One of my goals is go to every single country! My travel posts may not be as regular as I would like (money problems lol) so in the meantime I will be talking about how to budget/plan and organise a trip! With any area, my aim is to INSPIRE you to either travel or go to an event even if it’s you alone, or to let you know your natural hair journey CAN BE SIMPLE! (Eek! I will try my bestest with that part)! Here you will find simple and straight forward information without the technical jargon or wooh-tah (seriously don’t you just hate that?) So don’t be a stranger and SUBSCRIBE its free. I make sure I post regularly unless I have had a very stressful week/month. Leave any comments or drop me an email to say hi, I would love to hear from you. If you’re a company/blogger and you’re interested in working with me, believe I want to too! Drop me an email if I don’t get to you first lol (I hope that doesn’t sound creepy) Email- Thanks for visiting and have a blessed day. Love Sarah.

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